I ever thought that the challenges i faced would become this worse.. This year was one hard reality i have to faced. Im not sure if i could face all this problem by my own however i just did.. I dunno how i could solved this but it still make me feel this year was a year of nightmare.. The first month of this year was the thing i couldnt believe it with my eye.. even though i closed my eye i cant really think whether this was a dream or a reality.. Hard for me to say.. Its like the thing and ppl i love,care are living me by my own.. I need them i really2 love them... how could they live me.. and then my live turns more and more miserble when i lost my best thing of all that i love it more than others stuff its my dearest Clary(clarinet).. That what i called him... And next Losing my band and my first of all friendship that i nvr thought would live me too.. and last there still hunting me its like every thing i have..live me.. I NEED THEM.. But lost a deep friendship with my fren was the Biggest thing i couldnt afford to let go of my mind.. I cried every night when i thgt of my memory wif every each of them that i love...I admit that i cant live without them... but I was lucky to have another fren to lend me a shoulder to lay on and I appreciated them.. And time was the only thing could recovers everything that i faced from begining of this year till going to end of this year.. If u have a biggest problem remember time the only medicine to cure everything..And Time also that teach me the lesson of falling down and get rise once again without the ppl i love..which i done it all by myself.. all the sad,heartbroken,lonely and Other feeling i faced have teach me real meaning of having hopes on ppl...
Farhanah....
