Life... When u say the word life many things can be related to this word... its like a small thing with big conclusions ,links and etc...
Sometimes i wonder myself.. m i in other dimensions??.. sometime i feel people don't understand me at all,Family and sometime Friends.. After i lost someone really special in my heart.. i was like a blind gal in the world... haiz.. anyway no used to cry over a spilled milk isn't?..no used of me crying over the person that won't guarantees any happy that will last long for me right?..
I realize after a few incident happened to me for the past months in 2008 and 2009.. i adrift far and far away, without realizing it.. I been facing many love crisis for the past months.. and i changed slowly without knowing... its like in a dream... while its all goes just fine and exactly perfect.. things comes to change when a guy i admire and we might have the same thought together have graduated and its was like the perfect time to revealed everything on the eve on Valentines day 09..but in the end it just like the time is not for us to revealed the truth... and then then i get to know another guy.. he was so kind-heart, friendly,sweet and so called romantic guy.. unfortunately he was my dream guy... i thgt i might feel so grateful to found him.. but then others stories clashes and we left just friends.. we have sweet moment at esplanade.. we sit and... its was memorable day.. as we hug, i told him.. my feeling as we look at the cloud,.. and wonders.. but then it was the first time in my life i wasn't alone anymore... and we spent timeless moment like the time never end.. however.. someones i miss those moment i had with him..
But things have changed now.. i cant to rely hopes on the past to make my future a prefect life.. i have to wake up.. and now i totally aware love just making u drown.. and life is a story of u and people that used to fill the characters in the stories...
WE cant never wakes up in the dream of loves, cause it like unbearble for us to leave it..and awake frm it.. but if u keep drowning and sleep.. u can never see what the reality of each day trying to tell u.. =)
Nana Pendek...
