I hope this time round.. im really gonna be strong.. coz i really hoped this time round that i've really2 MOVED ON...
Enough for almost 2years i've been feeling worst of mylife, its time for me to go on with a widely smile on my face..The smile that shows im really2 alright, not a fake smile that to hides those tears i've been keepin inside..
I will missed those memories that i've been thru, however im thankin God for the challenges he bring in me and thankin Him for making me understand and feel that Love not always about holding on, but its also about letting go.. I admit i been enduring the pain that keep hurting and tries to healed at the same time, those pain making me feel so weak.. but as it been healing i've feel so much stronger..n i do hope it stay strong so i cld moved on..
I've to Esplanade yesterday afternoon, i go to City Hall, to relax and calm my mind.. i try to recalled everythg, surprisingly my tears not dropping for like the first time.. coz each time when i recalled my past.. i wld tears and fall.. but its hard for now.. im gald it that way.. i hope i wld be strong.. and faced my life.. i know im strong.. i can make all this..Thank the Mighty God!.. Without his guidance i wldnt be this strong...
and now i heading to positive side of life.. i do hopes God gonna still guide me.. and show me His Ways... =)
Moving on is hard.. its takes ur whole time and lifes to forget and get tough.. nobody cld understand u, how u cld understand urself, You cant rely on others to give u positive support.. u need urself to get up and stand.. ppl cant help u, if u dont help urself.. doesnt matter if u have to changed, bt hope in the end u do get the right way out.. do pray hard from God.. He will shows u the light, Only He know its..
Be strong.. and i hope i wld be strong and moved on.. Let smile conquer my life with ppl that i loved.. =)
