My family gonna be separated and left us partly away..

My family gonna be separated and maybe not gonna be the used we are.. Changes are here for my family.. All of us have to sacrifice if God really fated for us... Atok Omar and wife gonna stay with us.. Which means kakak and abg in law have to shift out from our house.., its too complicated to explain everything.. But then all in Dad's hands.. If daddy wanna take them in.. We have to separates.. Even though im and sis really disagree about this, nothing cld changes, coz all this upon daddy decisions..,i just have to bear what gonna come, coz im fear due to this, mummy and kakak gonna fight.. But again i was helpless to do anything.., i just hope God gonna help us.. And lead us the way.. Even though its means separation for us.. After all whats gonna happen is come from Him,so may God show us his guidance.. Hmm :(

Thanks God u is all i need..

Im currently at Changi Airport T3,now is 6.41pm.. When i look at the planes and the sky i wonder myself.. Reflected on my life.. I noticed that i was a loner, its not i dont have friends, but at times they need space on thier own, and congrats to kaah and jaja on thier 4th Monthsary.. May they enjoy their dinner at Pastamania @ ehub maybe..

Sometime i lost where shld i go,but i m glad God always there for me and show me His way.. Eventhough im alone but i know God will always watching me a protect me, most of my friends say im crazy,strangest,weird and etc coz i do things alone in such places.. But then i have nobody to be my companion and by my side, i was lucky i have kaah and yana, coz sometimes they will be there for me, and thanks most to kaah coz i know she wanna spent more time with her partner but she doesnt even mind im tagging along.., i m thanking God for the time He let ppl to be with me and accompany me.., but i do hope that when ppl by my side its not bcoz they sympathize me for being lonely,but they really wanna spent time with me...

Sometimes i feel im nobody in this world coz with my existence or not its doesnt make any different in their life, im just a person that God sent me to be by the side of ppl that alone and nid someone to listen to, even though barely ppl listen to me, i dont want them to feel the same as me..i want to be the one that hear thier sorrows and wipe thier tears, i feel nobody cares about me i mean like my feeling and the pain i been holding.. I just kept o myself coz i dont want ppl to misunderstand me by thinking im weak... But again nobody knows that person fully like we know our own.. May God always guide me his way in my life, if i dont have anybody the least i know i still have u Allah Swt...😊

I will go move from here at 7.30pm

Thanks God For leading me to this place today coz i dont know where is my destination for tmw..and who will i be with, alone again, or someone will be there..😊