I have almost 1 day left (31th December 2009) tomorrow to prepare myself to say goodbye to 2009. Its sad for me to left this year, i have great up and downs for this year.
2009 is the year where i unites almost with all my friends, i always love them.., i might not describe how i love them in words,but its all in my heart, i enjoy spending my moments with them, if i conquer the time, i wanna spent with everyone like never ends..., Not to forget my 2009 ITE classmates PE0801P, even though i have a issues with my teacher, i always love him for being patience all the while with me, i still remember on 30th/--/09 i have a big quarrel with him, that's my first time being rude to a teacher.. however im proud to have MR Andrew Lim my former 2008 Class Advisor to support me, he been trying hard to push me to the end for this year, and he make me promise him to succeed till the end of the sch year, and i did!.
Not to forget 25Th October 2009, Where big arguments happened this moment never ever erase from my life, i always remember this moment caused this where we told each other to start everything back a new, and only God Knows whats happend between us all, but now deep inside my heart, i will never forget evey single of my friends scarification that they have done.. and i truly love them!...
Not to forget the Clan.. Arinah, Fifa, Mazlina, Sufian, Aidil and newly known on Arinah's birthday,Aqilah and Hana... well this clan really a outgoing clan.. i have great time with them all.. and i feel so happy while spending my time laughing with them.. and one hobby i guess in the clan wont missed out is a picture of the day whenever there outing.. hehe well hope this clan will last long and if possible forever...
Yana,Nina,Wanie,Eerah,Alif,Rufi,Faizal and others, i always love them all!, my love never been divided at all, i always wish i cld spent my whole year with everyone.. I really appreciate with the presence of them all.. thanks so much for being there and support me..
I don't know how cld i face 2010 that gonna arrive soon, whenever i saw a advertisement regarding celebration 2010, my hearts felt so scared, and in my eyes 2010 is like a nightmare, and im scared and not even excited to looking forward..Its was because 2010 is a year of separations to me, where most of my friends gonna head their owns path now.. For ITE friends, we are graduated and most of us heading somewhere else.. i feel so scared, coz i don't know who gonna by my side next year?.. ;'(, if this year i have Ian, Safri, Naufal and Shafiq as my classmates, and i have friends like Yana, Alif, Rufi and my former classmates, i don't know who gonna stay for 2010..., its like a stranger to me.. i don't know can i find a loyal,funny,crazy,irritating friend like Ian for a classmate and a partner for projects?, Safri, Naufal, and Shafiq as a friend to accompany and help out me in stuff??, I don't know.. seriously im scared.. im crying right now,cause im scared losing them... cause i never gonna find a person like them..i might take advantage of them, but deep inside i appreciate them and i love them for being there...
2010 where every persons of friends gonna go separates ways, i don't want to loose them all!, i really wanted them to be with me right here besides me.. but im afraid ,that's not things gonna be next year.. Yana might pursue to another course in another campus, Nina gonna be busy same goes to Herwani, Faizal,Eerah and the rest, Alif and Rufi i not sure. Ian gonna head for National Service (NS) Police in 4th May 2010, Aidil gonna head somewhere to continues his sad life, he always shows his happiness arnd to cheers others, but i can feel, he been suffering inside... and no ones knows.. Maz, she gonna continues her studies, Arinah, she gonna continues her studies too..Fifa gonna achiever her goals as well and my newly known friends Aqilah and Hana also have things to achieve... everyone have their own things to achieved..
However,where ever my friends was, i always support them in their Good greats goals.. and they will always be my friends no matter what, even though we're gone separates ways, i will keep their memories with me.. and bring them where ever i go.. no matter they are casual, new, old or far, even closes friends their will always be there in my heart.. I gonna missed them badly!.. ;'(, I =f they faces doubt or problem ups or downs in 2010 i really hopes they will shares it with me..and i pretty happy to be their listening ears..=(, and will inform me if they changes their numbers..
I don't know, if i continued in Higher Nitec can i find a best classmate like used to be?.., Im just too scared.. im scared the world of year 2010 would be a mean year to me.. and i scared, that nobody by side anymore.. ;'(, i don't know.. im scared..., im feel that 2010 separating me from my friends all of them!.. hm i missed them all.. pls don't separates us all.. i don't know what will i be without them... even though my family always there, i still need someone outsiders to guide me.. haix.. i dont' know for now.. i just gonna say i really wish things gonna stay as what the use to in 2009..and my friends will always stay and be there for me and us all.. i really wish that.. And most important is, i hope all of us will not changed and stay how we use to know each other.. the old them that i recognized them now.. but if they changed i gonna missed old them..
Life is changing, time is ticking, day is switching, but i hope my memories, how i use to know them, love , care, and our bonding never changes at all!... =(
I really hope 2010 is a year of bonding and gathering and not a year of separations....year or happiness, joy and fun not a year of crying sad and horrifying year.. hm =(
*LOVE U ALL..*
NaNa FaRhAnAh a.K.a NaNa PeNdEk
2009 is the year where i unites almost with all my friends, i always love them.., i might not describe how i love them in words,but its all in my heart, i enjoy spending my moments with them, if i conquer the time, i wanna spent with everyone like never ends..., Not to forget my 2009 ITE classmates PE0801P, even though i have a issues with my teacher, i always love him for being patience all the while with me, i still remember on 30th/--/09 i have a big quarrel with him, that's my first time being rude to a teacher.. however im proud to have MR Andrew Lim my former 2008 Class Advisor to support me, he been trying hard to push me to the end for this year, and he make me promise him to succeed till the end of the sch year, and i did!.
Not to forget 25Th October 2009, Where big arguments happened this moment never ever erase from my life, i always remember this moment caused this where we told each other to start everything back a new, and only God Knows whats happend between us all, but now deep inside my heart, i will never forget evey single of my friends scarification that they have done.. and i truly love them!...
Not to forget the Clan.. Arinah, Fifa, Mazlina, Sufian, Aidil and newly known on Arinah's birthday,Aqilah and Hana... well this clan really a outgoing clan.. i have great time with them all.. and i feel so happy while spending my time laughing with them.. and one hobby i guess in the clan wont missed out is a picture of the day whenever there outing.. hehe well hope this clan will last long and if possible forever...
Yana,Nina,Wanie,Eerah,Alif,Rufi,Faizal and others, i always love them all!, my love never been divided at all, i always wish i cld spent my whole year with everyone.. I really appreciate with the presence of them all.. thanks so much for being there and support me..
I don't know how cld i face 2010 that gonna arrive soon, whenever i saw a advertisement regarding celebration 2010, my hearts felt so scared, and in my eyes 2010 is like a nightmare, and im scared and not even excited to looking forward..Its was because 2010 is a year of separations to me, where most of my friends gonna head their owns path now.. For ITE friends, we are graduated and most of us heading somewhere else.. i feel so scared, coz i don't know who gonna by my side next year?.. ;'(, if this year i have Ian, Safri, Naufal and Shafiq as my classmates, and i have friends like Yana, Alif, Rufi and my former classmates, i don't know who gonna stay for 2010..., its like a stranger to me.. i don't know can i find a loyal,funny,crazy,irritating friend like Ian for a classmate and a partner for projects?, Safri, Naufal, and Shafiq as a friend to accompany and help out me in stuff??, I don't know.. seriously im scared.. im crying right now,cause im scared losing them... cause i never gonna find a person like them..i might take advantage of them, but deep inside i appreciate them and i love them for being there...
2010 where every persons of friends gonna go separates ways, i don't want to loose them all!, i really wanted them to be with me right here besides me.. but im afraid ,that's not things gonna be next year.. Yana might pursue to another course in another campus, Nina gonna be busy same goes to Herwani, Faizal,Eerah and the rest, Alif and Rufi i not sure. Ian gonna head for National Service (NS) Police in 4th May 2010, Aidil gonna head somewhere to continues his sad life, he always shows his happiness arnd to cheers others, but i can feel, he been suffering inside... and no ones knows.. Maz, she gonna continues her studies, Arinah, she gonna continues her studies too..Fifa gonna achiever her goals as well and my newly known friends Aqilah and Hana also have things to achieve... everyone have their own things to achieved..
However,where ever my friends was, i always support them in their Good greats goals.. and they will always be my friends no matter what, even though we're gone separates ways, i will keep their memories with me.. and bring them where ever i go.. no matter they are casual, new, old or far, even closes friends their will always be there in my heart.. I gonna missed them badly!.. ;'(, I =f they faces doubt or problem ups or downs in 2010 i really hopes they will shares it with me..and i pretty happy to be their listening ears..=(, and will inform me if they changes their numbers..
I don't know, if i continued in Higher Nitec can i find a best classmate like used to be?.., Im just too scared.. im scared the world of year 2010 would be a mean year to me.. and i scared, that nobody by side anymore.. ;'(, i don't know.. im scared..., im feel that 2010 separating me from my friends all of them!.. hm i missed them all.. pls don't separates us all.. i don't know what will i be without them... even though my family always there, i still need someone outsiders to guide me.. haix.. i dont' know for now.. i just gonna say i really wish things gonna stay as what the use to in 2009..and my friends will always stay and be there for me and us all.. i really wish that.. And most important is, i hope all of us will not changed and stay how we use to know each other.. the old them that i recognized them now.. but if they changed i gonna missed old them..
Life is changing, time is ticking, day is switching, but i hope my memories, how i use to know them, love , care, and our bonding never changes at all!... =(
I really hope 2010 is a year of bonding and gathering and not a year of separations....year or happiness, joy and fun not a year of crying sad and horrifying year.. hm =(
*LOVE U ALL..*
NaNa FaRhAnAh a.K.a NaNa PeNdEk
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