Things never been prefect for me for the past years, I been facing many up and downs for the past 3 years of my teens life... I don't know how can i describe this feeling.. For me after all three years i been suffering from many kinds of life crisis, but one of the crisis i phobia to faced in was Love...
I was like so afraid to believe in Love again, i don't know why this feeling that i feel almost for 4 years being single.. i been trying hard not to questions why.. Its like i been hurt many times,.. one after another keep coming to me..all kind of attitude and behavior that drive me crazy and even make me cry..
I know i was imperfect person, but i know one thing that i will make it all perfect when comes to love, i will give my trust,happiness,love,care,concern and my soul to him.. I just need one guy to be there for me and share this values together for our relationship..i just want a guy to be with me for eternity..But then love never make it easy for me..
Last relationship just go over in the drain,promises all thrown down to the sea.. He make me promise so many things together, But again i was blind by his sweet promises.. I been crying all nights after losing him.. and questioning what makes it all go this way.. he was so cruel living me alone, with those unanswered questions in my heart.. Till the guy that named S** come and comfort me.. and tell me not to think of my past relationship that make me sad till now.. He told me to move on.. and be strong.. He bring those confidence in me back and forget all about my bad past relationship,he said i shouldn't think about it and hold back my life now...I deserve a better life..i admit i do regret to be love again due to my last relationship,and other love crisis been hunting me at the moment.. but then again.. i forget we were just friends nothing more... However, i keep bring my own smile to my face.. and get to the place that make me smile and relax even though im alone there, to me the wind was my companion.. and the one that accompany me where ever i go..
Feel like never wanted to love again.. Its hurt me internally..,but then its nothing could be done..We should learn from the past.. but my heart just l don't want to hear about love for now.. maybe its closed its door for really special someone..When my heart found the special someone, which is the right guy with the right keys.. maybe i will be in love again..
I feel happy with my family and friends by my side..i love them very much for making those little smiles on my face..I hope i make theirs too.. they always specials in my heart in some ways..
Life experiences, always teaches something. Either it good or bad you decide it where can you used it for. Keep those sad feeling away, just smiles and have fun with family and friends..Its could be a medicine to cure your heart.. =)
Lastly,Im not celebrating it on 14th Feb 09.. this for u..
Happy Valentines Day.. to couples out there..
Nana =)
I was like so afraid to believe in Love again, i don't know why this feeling that i feel almost for 4 years being single.. i been trying hard not to questions why.. Its like i been hurt many times,.. one after another keep coming to me..all kind of attitude and behavior that drive me crazy and even make me cry..
I know i was imperfect person, but i know one thing that i will make it all perfect when comes to love, i will give my trust,happiness,love,care,concern and my soul to him.. I just need one guy to be there for me and share this values together for our relationship..i just want a guy to be with me for eternity..But then love never make it easy for me..
Last relationship just go over in the drain,promises all thrown down to the sea.. He make me promise so many things together, But again i was blind by his sweet promises.. I been crying all nights after losing him.. and questioning what makes it all go this way.. he was so cruel living me alone, with those unanswered questions in my heart.. Till the guy that named S** come and comfort me.. and tell me not to think of my past relationship that make me sad till now.. He told me to move on.. and be strong.. He bring those confidence in me back and forget all about my bad past relationship,he said i shouldn't think about it and hold back my life now...I deserve a better life..i admit i do regret to be love again due to my last relationship,and other love crisis been hunting me at the moment.. but then again.. i forget we were just friends nothing more... However, i keep bring my own smile to my face.. and get to the place that make me smile and relax even though im alone there, to me the wind was my companion.. and the one that accompany me where ever i go..
Feel like never wanted to love again.. Its hurt me internally..,but then its nothing could be done..We should learn from the past.. but my heart just l don't want to hear about love for now.. maybe its closed its door for really special someone..When my heart found the special someone, which is the right guy with the right keys.. maybe i will be in love again..
I feel happy with my family and friends by my side..i love them very much for making those little smiles on my face..I hope i make theirs too.. they always specials in my heart in some ways..
Life experiences, always teaches something. Either it good or bad you decide it where can you used it for. Keep those sad feeling away, just smiles and have fun with family and friends..Its could be a medicine to cure your heart.. =)
Lastly,Im not celebrating it on 14th Feb 09.. this for u..
Happy Valentines Day.. to couples out there..
Nana =)
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