Today. when i read back all my past, i realized there's so much i gone through.. I've been through to the worst stage.. As i read all it back, i can see in certain road in my life, i cant make the right decisions, i can't be tough enough to stop things that not supposed to be happening.. i let people to used me, i lets love to blind me in the dark, and worst i behaving like a slu,heartless and etc.. Ouh Gosh i cant believe it, i've been so lost..
But God im really regret of my doings, maybe that why karma comes around.. Please help me, i don't wish any of my past to repeats again., haiz.. Enough i been a fools in my past..
Is there a door for me to clear my mistakes?, if there is i will enter that door, and take the prices i have to pay.,
My Past has so much to pay...Im disappointed myself with my wrongs doing, n feel so low valued.. But somehow my past are also the one that teaches me something abt lifes, Learned from my mistakes, n never repeats!, But for all the stuff i been through this is what im becoming today, Never betray Trust..
Dear Pasts,
You're my life story,
You know what i been through,
You are the witness of those little & huge mistakes
that i've done.,but at the same time,
You also the one that witness my hardest stage of life,
You know the pain that i've been enduring all the while,
You see the sacrifices,that i make to pay the prices,
You know the hard decisions i make is out of my will..
Im no better than others, I was once the ex-convicts in the prison,
and im the prisoner of my own pasts,
i convicts worst offenses that the real convicts have done..
My true colors is my pasts, my worst nightmare is my mistakes,
my weakness is my heart, my strongest is my tears,
my awareness is my doings, my hatred is my stupidest decisions,
my anger is my attitude, my taciturn is what in my thoughts
i regards that
My pasts is about my mistakes,but, my future is not to repeat my mistakes,and i will have to continues till the end no matter what happen.
continues walkin..
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