There nothing could be done to save the memories as the pole i used to hold on have been rusted in time,which no longer be there to hold it strong. Nothing left but hopes which all shuttered. Pls give me the courage to continued my life, as nothing left for me to hold on in this word of LOVE..
In the dreamt we were given the opportunity to confess our feeling... But in the dream the words are kept repeating over and over again.. and then u vanished.. For me now.. its sad that all of myfeeling towards u cant be saved.. i tried to hold where ever i can.. but then its too late... i have thrown all the memories we had with u in the ocean in my heart...even now nothing i cld hold..
My love and heart toward u before its all gone.. i guess its too late to turn over everything... I yearned for true love..but i guess it wasnt for me.. i been waiting... and tring to stand up straight... I tried to find all the love and memeories we had before. but its hard for me to look at it back.. as i alraedy cried badly o letting it all go of my mind and my life... Now i realsied.. when the thing we wanted the most it wont come.. but when we thrown it away it start to came back..
SYAFIQ... i cant cried as no more tears i hold after the last thing i did which i think it benefits for us... But it was a big mistake...Today is 23rd March 09 which tmw will be my birthday... I should be happy and excited as i know 18 is wat i been waiting for.. but then it dont seem wat i waiting for all the while.. Syafiq i alwaes pray hard.. but then now all of the feeling have gone.. how can i revealed everything back?... Theres nothing...i pray hard my birthday wishes will come true...
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